It used to be a hot/cold cycle with me. I’m loving how I look from a kink perspective, but at the end of the day, if you get large enough you will get limitations on yourself and others may treat you different and you have to be ok with that. As I’ve gotten older people cared less or I guess didn’t know me when i was much smaller. So I guess it got easier from that angle. I also started to like how I got treated different. I leaned into it instead of away I guess. Usually I started to notice feeling significantly lazy or mobility issues after gaining a good amount of weight fast. If I became a little more active for a bit, that weight started to feel normal to me. Don’t get me wrong, I no longer jump over things the way I used to or run nearly as fast (or run much at all) but I don’t get plain tired from walking like I used to after my rapid gaining periods.
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